When I first started writing this blog over 2 years ago, I wondered how I was going to ever find something to write about everyday. I wasn’t sure I had that many new things to talk about or discuss. The truth is, I was probably right.
There have certainly been times I have struggled, there have been several times I feel like I am repeating myself by saying the same thing in 100 different ways, and there are other times I stare at a blank screen for a long time before I come up with something.
But the commitment of showing up everyday, and being accountable to others who I know are going to be looking for me has kept me moving forward.
It keeps me learning new things, and looking for new ways to understand the world so I have something new to write about
It keeps me moving forward because I don’t like being lame. And writing about things that don’t matter would be pretty lame.
I’m feeling like its time to move forward again so that I have new things to write about. I am looking for the direction in order to keep it interesting.
This time I want to choose the direction.
The last year has had me feeling like I’m in a constant state of emergency, and now that it seems to be passing I’m yearning to explore and be curious about new things.
What are the reasons you show up in the world?
Who are you accountable to? Who would miss you if you were gone?
If you don’t know the answers to those questions, it might be worth creating spaces to have the answer.
We all like to be seen.