All of the signs say that I’m off track.
I can’t shake this cold I have.
I feel so heavy when usually I feel light.
My money is leaving my bank account faster than its coming in.
I feel emotionally drained and uninspired most of the day.
My ears. They are partially plugged from my cold and I can’t seem to get them clear again. This is going on two weeks now.
I can tell I’m operating too much from my head and not enough in my heart again. My words come out either too sharp or slightly indifferent.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t feel well enough to care about anything, other times I just wish I could find a quiet space to have a good cry.
There are a lot of signs that I’m in the messy middle of something.
Thankfully there are always moments of grace showing up, so I’m keeping myself open to remain grateful for them… I never want to miss the magic no matter how off track I am.
I received a beautiful and unexpected message from a friend yesterday who sees a way to help me and asked if it was ok to do so.
I recieved a late but perfectly on time birthday present from another dear friend I hadn’t seen in months.
I received a few unexpected payments that I didn’t even know were coming.
I’ve made some new connections with new people and I’ve had some interesting and enjoyable conversations with them.
The universe is so amazing that it offers gifts whether we are seeking them or not.
Eckhart Tolle says we can only be responsible for how we are feeling right now. We can’t do anything about the past or the future, only the present moment.
So today, I am going to live moment to moment, accepting what comes at me like I chose it.