I used to feel like I was never allowed to have a bad day.
When things were hard and had fallen into a slump with a bad attitude the people around me would react so strongly.
I felt sorry for myself that I never got to have my pity party, even though I always allowed others the space to work through theirs and tried to lift them up.
What I didn’t understand was how much my energy changed and how that affected the whole environment.
I am typically a positive force and I held that space in my relationships. But I didn’t have the skills to stay in my power when things got hard.
Because it was rare for me to fall into a slump, when I did it threw the whole system off. My bad reaction to situations had everyone else wondering if they had done something wrong.
Pretty soon we were all in a low vibration where all creativity, self confidence and flow had been disrupted.
I was negatively affecting everyone around me.
When you don’t understand how vulnerable you are to others energy, you don’t see how powerful your energy is. I couldn’t see either of those things because my ego was caught up in being strong.
As you start to come to terms with our humanity and the fragile nature of it, you begin to realize that all of the nuances matter.
It’s worth looking after yourself so that you don’t falter. Because when you falter, you affect the whole system.
You are more powerful than you realize.
Bad days happen, but bad attitudes aren’t allowed.