I used to want to impress people with what I know and who I am.
I am pleased to report, that has shifted… for now. My ego pops up without me recognizing it, but it has taken a back seat this time… that’s a relief for me.
The self awareness class I’m offering is tomorrow night.
When I’m starting new things I get bogged down… and yes I have bogged myself down.
I want to be prepared, think of all angles, not miss a moment or an opportunity to allow for the magic to happen… yes this is what’s bogging me down.
I want to start at the top, have everything perfect, and knock your socks off (yes, I love to knock socks off).
But this time it’s not about me.
This time it’s about being the facilitator so that magic can happen for others and I can’t wait to see how it shows up.
Yesterday’s ‘Just For today’ reminder allowed me to bring joy back in and I brought it back all day long. The heavy load lifted and I felt lighter and each time I consciously remembered to choose joy instead of burden.
Today I feel light, and excited, like I’m on the right track by offering this class. I am also slightly terrified, which is a good sign. It means I’m doing something that matters to me.
Life is hard and fun and terrifying all at the same time right now and I’m just going to ride the wave.
I hope your wave is full of life right now too.